goodbye

Coucou my fucking amazing friends,

What a couple of weeks, right... Life’s crazy. And so am I.

Yesterday I woke up and felt like I’d been hit by a bus. No joke ...  I grabbed my phone, saw my cracked screen, and everything came rushing back. I fell off a hay roll on Sunday morning… around 6 am to be precise.

It didn’t hurt at the time, but now that I think about it ....... it was actually pretty high. Apparently, my legs were up in the air like some kind of circus act. Anyway, I’m already feeling better (day 3 of the hangover, so we’re moving forward)

I’m looking at my camera roll trying to piece the past few days back together. Not curated park grass, but actual fields in Willebringen. Or just being in the garden grilling vegetables, barefoot, sunburnt, and my dad next to me making everybody cocktails. My inner farm girl is literally urging for the smell of cow shit and those dusty clouds that rise when a tractor drives by. Healing. 

Oh and it was my birthday last week? Or two weeks ago? Yes!
I had a blast. Thank you for coming and throwing me in the air, amazing. 

Now… I have so many questions to ask myself:

• Do I pursue my master’s degree??? (I don’t want to, tbh.)

• Do I look for a job?? Like… for real? Adult life 

• Where am I going to live???

• Do I get a navel piercing? (Like a small, minimal ring.)

• What am I going to wear tonight?

• Do I actually like avocado..... ???

• Is it finally time to get a new tattoo? or shoud I remove the other one first?

• ?

I'm spoiled 

Anyway, I’ve got two months to think about the first 3 , confident everything will be ok!

Excited, Happy, Full of Love, Slightly confused, Mildly unstable, but overall Glowing.

Take care - Love <3 

Sam 

A short one but not really

Hello la team! 

First of all: Nomas frozen margarita slapped me in the face :o On a cozy Tuesday golden-hour-night… like ?? wow. Sign me up for more.  

That being said ... I don’t have much to say or write… I mean ...  no ...  idk… my brain stopped working from all the fun chaos around me. I can’t think straight anymore. But also… honestly… I don’t think I ever did?

Anyway, I’m extremely excited for summer and I don’t even have a single plan.
But actually…:
I want to go on a hiking trip, 

sleep in the mountains, 

make a list of all the wild animals I saw, 

let my hair grow out, get sunburned, 

drink Aperol Spritz with a giant green olive on an Italian beach, 

eat delicious pasta and get constipated, 

cry from laughing, 

buy cheap trashy sunglasses in a tourist shop, 

girl talk so deep it opens a portal... like astral projection level, 

go skinny dipping at night / or early in the morning, 

jump from a cliff and get my feet cut on a sharp rock , 

wear a tiny bikini, + only flipflops (but first I need a pedicure),  

lay flat in a grass field and breath... living in 5D

I made a Summer 2025 playlist!  #dirtyasf# #eclectic very carefully curated (real music connoisseurs say it like that, no?) (little bit for everybody).... Stole some songs from your playlists… ok no...  just a couple dub tracks... strictly for educational purposes tho! I never had a barefoot, Jah-blessed era… I was the girl with the Longchamp bag, but secretly wanted a stretch earring. Missed out but also not.....  ...  brazilianphonk?? .... 

Also… my babyDJ era is finally starting. yes another one .... Get ready.

Little note: I hate: men in the summer.... the heat activates their clown behavior even more. Ils me testent grave ...  

 ++++ don't forget to buy your tickets for next weekend party !!!! we're celebrating my gemini birthday in ... oui ... bxl....! :) 

Be there.

bisous xx 

bedroom view